• Saturday, November 26, 2005 2:48 PM
Mixed feelings...agrr...
tml goin taiwan le, very excited coz maybe(onli maybe) i can get to see my idols....haha...but i think i am asking for the impossible, but never mind at least i can imagine what it would be like if i saw them and this is enough....throughout this 16th years of living, i have learnt to be satisfied with whatever i have now and not to demand for something more because it is actually difficult to explain what is enough and what is inadequate....yesterday heard from minsi that weiqiang waited for us at pasir ris for the class chalet but we did not turn up and worst of all we did not inform him...just feel that i am too selfish and i really hate myself sometimes....so i just want to really say SORRY to wq, we really didn't mean to disappoint you hope you understand....anyway this is the last post i am goin to write until i return from taiwan, hope by then i can get all my emotions sorted out...=) got to end here....good nitez and sweet dreams....