sometimes, i really dun uds why people actually bear grudges against certain people.
and the thing that made me unhappy with some of them was that they actually bitch about my other friend right in my face.
perhaps they should really reflect on their attitude and character before scrutinising other people. haiz~

no matter what, just want u to remember that I am always behind u despite the distance! :D

the first day after the end of a hectic weekend especially with the sending off of 2 of my best gal friends -regine and hq:( gonna miss u gals lots, but i still hope u gals will enjoy urselves there and dun forget u have friends waiting in spore for ur return k? miss you all!

today wasnt that slack afterall. despite being in the office, i was sent away for dispatch, making overseas and local calls plus casting of figures. and the worst thing was rachel got sent out of the office and i was alone. *sigh* i missed lunching with her:( but nevertheless, my beloved evelyn ate with me! i missed the secondary sch days and the times we spent together! thanks alot eve for ur company during lunch, 还是你最好!:)

something i saw on fb! meaningful post:)
当友情和爱情都能让心里暖暖的。。。

1、我等你，我等你找到一个可以不再让我等你的好原因，在我们这个不完美的人生里，多少也需要一些无谓的浪费。
2、如果坦白是一种伤害，我选择谎言。如果谎言也是伤害，我选择沉默。
3、你相信男女之间能有真的友谊吗？那种平静、安定、完全可以互信互靠的友谊吗？我相信。因为惟有相信，才有可能。
4、成全并不代表放弃，是自己对真爱的坚持。成全你，也是成全自我的开始。
5、你就这样任性的走了进来，然后又温柔的走开，留下了温度和遗憾。
6、忘了，有时候是最坦诚，最勇敢的答案。
7、是不是不去面对，所有的问题就等于不存在？是不是不寄望，当下才可以走的更顺畅。
8、我不知道该如何表达我对你的爱，只能从我的最低音到我的最高音。也许太高的梦想，我永远也到不了；也许最过于卑微的容忍，我永远也下不去。可是，这就是我，虽不完美，却勇敢真诚的用尽力量！
9、喜欢一个人，到了一种程度，真的会什么都为他想了…相爱的人若不适合在一起，何不LET HIM GO？互相怀念，总比互相折磨美得多！
10、想象自己是竹蜻蜓，只要张开双翅勇敢地迎着风去，便可以飞起来，自由地飞起来。
11、不愿意承诺，只有在孤单的时候，才会想起最最熟悉的你！
12、一个想要成功的人是应该一直往前看的，但是我却是一个不停回头望的人，我总以为在最初的地方，有一个最原来的我在那里。
13、我曾经以为，一个人的生活是不错的。不过那是“以为”吧！
14、别问我分手好吗？就说分手吧！不然呢？
15、一辈子孤单并不可怕，如果我们可以从中提炼出自由，那我们就是幸福的。许多长久的关系都以为忘记了当初所坚持与拥有的，最后又开始羡慕起孤单的人。
16、有一些人，这一辈子都不会在一起，但是有一种感觉却可以藏在心里守一辈子。
17、爱情像存款里的钱一样少得可怜，孤单和欲望却像贷款一样不停地自动生息。
18、节日是让幸福的人更幸福，孤独的人更孤独。
19、因为有风有雨，所以，幸福更值得珍惜。人总是会活出一个方法，等待幸福。
20、在一起的时候需要两个人做决定，分手的时候只需要一个人……
21、什么都没有发生，同时也什么都无足轻重。然后你发现，原来生命就是如此。
22、我只想问如果我和那最亮的星光之间有一条路，哪怕只是一条钢索，我会不奋力朝它走去吗？
23、你许诺的那天因为太美好永远不会走却也永远不会来。
24、幸福是有过程的而过程，总难免酸、甜、苦、辣，所以，当你历尽艰辛，幸福可能就在转角处。
25、两个人因熟悉而结合，然后了解多了，不得不分手……如果不是太贪心，这样的人生应该是可以了？
26、可以吗？来得及吗？如果我愿意，你也愿意，那个秘密频道也还在，我会试着更坚定一点、更快一点，快一千万秒、快一秒，因为……我想跟你走……
27、我以为我选择的是浪漫；我以为我选择的是一生，不是瞬间。他说我，不合适宜。
28、人生本来非常简单，而且简单就是完美。
29、到了今年，没有什么是一定要的。如果说有什么一定要的，那就是对自己好。
30、人对回忆有两种态度，一种是埋怨和悔恨，一种是怀念和感恩，很庆幸我们都是后者。
31、我最大的幸运是可以选择，从来没有被迫做过任何一件事。
32、我比较在乎的是我在乎的人了解自己。
33、不坚持，痛苦会一直留下来；坚持下去，过程可能会辛苦一点，但完成以后，看到那个成果，再不会回想过程很辛苦，还会变成甜蜜的回忆。
34、人的一生，最难的事情就是刚刚好！往前一步、往后一步会怎么样？没有人会知，总之就是刚刚好！就把“刚刚好”当成是人生追求的一个目标吧！
35、爱上一个不该爱的人，但这没那么可怕；爱上一个不能改变的人，才是最可怕的！
36、爱上一个人的原因，也就是离开一个人的原因。
37、道别时，总是无理的要求说“再待一分钟！”挂电话前，总是无理的要求说“再多说一分钟！”很多东西就是靠着一分钟一秒钟的累积
38、爱情的过程远比计划的短，细细节的感受远比知道的复杂，两个人从开始想爱到分手的思念，是爱情的前阶段。
39、爱情的国度远比想象的久，两个人从接受了，是不再有任何关联的各自，爱情的后阶段。
40、人生中有许许多多的问好，经历过了，有了感受的结论，却不等于是答案。问号是感受的开端。
41、情人是一时的，闹不好就要分手；而好朋友才是一辈子的！

"Just don't give up I'm working it out.
Please don't give in, I won't let you down." :)

i just feel super tired! 3 or should i say 4 consecutives night of sleeping after 1am simply drains my energy. *sigh* :X
though tmr will be an equally long day, especially with amz's dinner outing and then followed by dance practice. nevertheless, JIAYOU elaine! i believe i will be fine somehow.

anyway, i was feeling rather pissed off at work.
coz for some reason or another, i feel that the nicer u are to some people who don't appreciate, the greater the chance of getting bullied.
i am starting to wonder when will i ever master how to fend for myself and my rights from the complex working world outside.

非你莫属
懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
oh~我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
那个人是你所以
不怕苦
oh~我不怕苦

and i think 'once upon a milkshake' is nice:)
coz it kinda cheered me up a little today.

the happy gal is back again! :D
just like the sun that will be shining brightly after every thunderstorm.
no more emo-ing in front of my friends, becoz i want u all to remember a happy elaine! :)
No matter what, just SMILE!

tired. tired. tired.
it's a miracle that i survived today. but i know my physical health is giving way any moment if i dun get sufficient rest over the weekends.
woke up at 7am to rehearse the dance item before meeting up at 10am with the rest of the interns for practice.
ended at 3pm and cabbed down to awwa. went to find the cute auntie but she was sleeping so i have decided not to disturb her and come back for her another day.
after which me and lover travelled down to tamp to meet the rest before going to aloha changi for meiyin's 21st! :D
and tadah, i just came back at 12.

sometimes, i wished i had an entire day to myself just doing the stuff i like. be it cycling, jogging or laying in my sofa to read a book. but i guess it won't be any time soon. :P

to that "broken radio" of mine, 我希望你可以快点找到属于自己的幸福！如果他已经在眼前了，就不要让他从自己身边溜走吧！毕竟幸福是那么得来不易，所以要好好珍惜哦！对你好就好了，没有必要那么挑剔啦！幸福就好！:)

是太习惯照顾别人了吗？我渐渐开始忘了如何照顾好自己，更别说给别人照顾的感觉。



e little girl wants to watch toy story 3 and at the same time wondering when is she going to fulfill her plans to visit the places she wants to go this hols? :(

it's friday!:) looking forward to the weekends. even though it will be equally tiring but at least i have the company of my dear friends:D

friends whom i meet once every week or sometimes not even once in a month, but i know they are always there when i needed them.
i am thankful that you guys entered my life and added colours to it. and i promise i will be in urs for as long as i am alive unless you decide to kick me out of it.

i might not be the best friend u guys have met, but at least i will promise to become one friend that you will think of whenever u all needed someone to talk/cry/laugh/emo with. that's how impt all of u are to me!:)

let's all treasure the time we spent/ are going to spend together!
just wanna say, i love all of u deep deep deep in my heart. :D

a sweet and memorable 21st celebration with all my beloved my friends and family.
the busy preparation that nearly drove me nuts.
the tiring yet enjoyable door-gift making session with mic and pang.
the 'grocery-shopping' with chan mic sarah and hq.
and not forgetting the actual event spent with all my loved ones!:)
thanks for all ur help, ur attendance, ur birthday msgs!
think u guys can't imagine how touched i am ya? especially when i start tearing whil reading them.:D

time flies. and i can't believe i am stepping into adulthood! :P

sooo fast. the last 7 days of staying 20.
or should i say the last 7 days before i step into adulthood?

and my first wish before turning 21 is to stay happy for these last 7 days.
perhaps i just wanna end off these 7 days with happy memories that i can reminisce even when i turn 21!=)

21 might just be a representation to signify that you've reached another milestone in life.
i might learn to behave and think like a real adult gradually.
but there's something i dun wanna lose within me.
the gal that likes to cry over small little things.
the gal who gets super excited over stuff toys.
the gal who likes to 撒娇 to her mum and friends.
the gal who likes to emo on her own.

had a fun-filled weekend with both my family and friends.

and happy that i settled my catering, cake and my birthday dress! :)
retail therapy rocks! coz it takes ur mind off lots of things.
and hz's 21st was fun though there were only 3 friends hu went coz ah yap had to study.
nevertheless, it was fun chatting and reminiscing abt pri sch days. HAHA!
loves my pri sch friends!

大人的感情世界太复杂了。
我大概也玩不起，玩不下。
当朋友似乎还是比情人长久吧！
至少朋友可以一直呆在你身旁守护着你，不是吗？

"Don't make someone your priority, if they only make you an option."
Otherwise, you'll be left with nothing. True? :)

feeling sinful after tonight's dinner! coz it's sth that i should be abstained from:X
anyway, wat's done can't be undone. gonna sleep early tonight.
and now my tummy is feeling super uneasy coz of the 'rojak' ice-cream mix plus the salt&vinegar fries!
the green tea ice cream + strawberry ice cream + m&m = hamster food
all thanks to cai and zhongyi. their product turned out to be the most unpopular cup of ice-cream tonight! :P

anyway, time to sleep soon if not i am going to sehhhhh tmr.
another stoning day but thankfully there's sth to look fwd to after work tmr! :)
and i need to clear my inbox soon! :X

sian! i think doing nothing and having to pretend to be busy for the whole day is even more tiring than being occupied with work for the straight 8hrs. OMG!

and it's really boring to be staring blankly at the 13-inch laptop screen the whole time knowing that u have completed what u have been assigned long ago. and the worst thing is when u are still checking thru that piece of work for the nth time.:( but thankfully, there are random sms-es throughout the day to keep me entertained if not I think I will become autistic soon. thank you peeps!:)

and TADAH! the after-effect of today is i am down with a FEVER when i got home! was feeling kinda cold back in office alr, but didn't expect it to become that bad. and i am going out after work for the rest of this week. *sigh*
and tmr i have to make a trip back to office after work just to print and submit my timesheet. AGRRR! from eunos to tanjong pagar! :(

enough of complaints and time to start clearing my super uber long task lists. :X