• Wednesday, February 27, 2008 10:14 PM
HAIX!!! i dun think i am prepared to step out into the working world! =X and i am glad i didnt haf to, at least gif me a few years time to prepare myself...
today was kinda frustrating...in the morning, i was very nervous and i keep having butterflies in my tummy coz i was afraid results will be out on fri...in the afternoon, i was super emo coz i just felt i haf too much stuff crashing on me...and i really feel worn out...lots of emotions haf been building up in me since i started working, both bitter and sweet...and i gueess i just haf to start to learn how to be a tougher person emotionally...=)
i overestimated myself...and i realise i wasnt as strong as how i imagine myself to be...
and i can only GROW UP! today was really terrible, i didnt knew i could lose control of my emotions that easily and i felt kinda embarrassed to be sobbing in the office...=P so hopefully this wont happen so often...=D coz i will STAY STRONG!
and tmr i am watching L change the world with my classmates...heex...so that shld be sth worth looking forward to tmr...=) gonna sleep now...coz i need to sleep b4 11pm otherwise i will have panda eyes tmr..hahx
• Wednesday, February 06, 2008 9:40 PM
finally i am here to update abt the recent happenings i encountered! =]last friday was the last day where my 'mentor' will be working in the same building as me... =( which means i can only call her hp if i haf any queries in future...and i can only rely on myself and the her teaching manual...=X haix...but i will do whatever i can and try not to call her too many times...heex...XDden yesterday, went to paya lebar to shop for new year clothes and ended up buying nothing coz the clothings are just too 'weird'...think i will feel very uncomfortable when i put on them...=P headed down to bugis to do shopping today...bought new shirts but no bottoms...hahax...think i will need to ask my mum and my sis to get them for me on tues since they are going on a shopping spree that day...=]tmr is monday already!!! weekend really flies! need to start working again but fortunately there are only 2 and a half working days next week...so slack! =P keke...and i am thinking of skipping work on wed coz it's like new year's eve, shld take a break too...hahax....and jay is in s'pore today to promote his latest movie! cant wait for his movie to be up in the cinemas...=) i will definitely catch this movie after new year...
