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• Tuesday, April 28, 2009 11:06 PM

人类总是矛盾的。当你想要的时候偏偏得不到,当你不想要的时候却偏偏怎样也躲不了。命运也太作弄人了吧!

i am feeling abit low coz i cant join my tut friends for ktv session this thurs, y must i start work on thursday? haix haix haix...can't they just wait till next monday? hopefully there will be a next time, but i dun wanna be the one who organise...(lazy elaine!)

tmr will be meeting seehui for lunch after which going for interview at recruit express @raffles place and den visit chan to pass her sth..haha=) so packed, but hopefully i can find a better job this time. at least can last me till july..*prays* can't believe that i need to start work on thurs le, so fast! hope i meet nice ppl and maybe sg dere..heex...XD

and i have stuff packed till sunday le..can't believe i am so 'busy'...hahax..but i will still continue watching my videos everyday..*whee~~~*

• Friday, April 24, 2009 9:37 PM

LIFE IS REALLY BORING~~~even when u can sleep as though there's no tmr, and there's no activities planned for the whole day.No wonder someone says i am very hard to please.hahax..

but i seriously need to get down to some stuff done everyday coz i just can't stand myself sitting and lazing at home for the whole day and do nth.=X luckily i have some activities planned up for mon, wed and thurs already but at the expense of working. i guess i really nid to be employed really really soon man! otherwise, my parents will have to pay for mt shopping and daily expenses during the 3months.wahaha..XD

have been listening to a couple of nice songs these few days. go listen to them when u are free or when u are stressed up with ur mugging! =)

失恋无罪

你说我对你紧紧跟随
你觉得疲惫
你一句话就逼我撤退
没想到你说最近选择-个人睡
我忍住眼泪 我尊重眼泪
孤独万岁 失恋无罪
谁保证 一觉醒来有人陪
我对于人性早有预备
还不算太黑
独身万岁 失恋无罪
爱不够爱你的人才受罪
用过去悲伤换来自由难道不珍贵
一个人崩溃并不是在犯罪
你说我对你紧紧跟随
你觉得疲惫你一句话就逼我撤退
没想到你说最近选择-个人睡
我忍住眼泪 我尊重眼泪
孤独万岁 失恋无罪
谁保证 一觉醒来有人陪
我对于人性早有预备
还不算太黑
独身万岁 失恋无罪
爱不够爱你的人才受罪
用过去悲伤换来自由难道不珍贵
一个人崩溃并不是在犯罪
一个人崩溃并不是在犯罪
孤独万岁 失恋无罪
谁保证 一觉醒来有人陪
我对于人性早有预备
还不算太黑
独身万岁 失恋无罪
爱不够爱你的人才受罪
用过去悲伤换来自由难道不珍贵
一个人崩溃并不是在犯罪
一个人崩溃并不是在犯罪

我知道

从来没想过 不能再和你牵手 委屈时候 没有你 陪着我心痛 一切都是我 太过骄纵 以为你会懂 一直忘了说 我有多感动 我知道你还是爱着我 虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受 你知道我会有多难过 所以 即使到最后 还微笑着 要我加油 我知道你还放不下我 才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头 我们都知道彼此心中 其实 这份爱没停过 曾经完整幸福的梦 在脑海里头 我多希望你 还在我左右 我知道你还是爱着我 虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受 你知道我会有多难过 所以 即使到最后 还微笑着 要我加油 我知道你还放不下我 才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头 答应你 我会好好过 不让 这些眼泪白流


• 1:43 AM

today is the last paper for this sem. no more mugging at least for now...haha...but for those hu wants company to mug, i am available ok? can always look for me..i am just a call away..=)

this time, i don't seem to feel excited or really happy even it's after exams..haix...just dun uds y, hols just seem so normal to me now..and i have the sudden urge to work.work.work and WORK! just feel like slogging my life out..y can't i just treat myself better?! *slaps myself* but i wanna go on vacations and perhaps leave spore for good!!! wanna re-charge myself and take a breather. as well as to clear some thoughts. i wanna be a happier person. =)

anyway, i have decided to pick up a couple of skills this hols...haha.hopefully i can try to master them after the 3 mths break and become a more talented person..whahah.XD
and i feel like baking sth tmr!!! but i am feeling lazy.=.=

to all my nus friends, jiayou for ur upcoming exams..believe in urself, and give ur best for all papers! most imptly, dun regret not studying hard enuff ok? gambatte nehx..

to all my hall friends, i think i am going to miss the days spent in hall. coz tonight is my last night in hall alr! 1 year just passed so quickly. HALL 11 rawks!

• Wednesday, April 22, 2009 8:10 PM

1 last paper to mark the end of this whole sem...finally i can take a breather out of studies...
just hope i can do well for tmr's paper as well, hopefully my brain will be functioning at its optimal level..heex...

looking fwd to post-exam activities...wheee~~~~~~~~~~~~

and go listen to this song coz i think it's quite nice...=)

卢学叡 - 可不可以爱我
作词:陈颖见 作曲:陈颖见@口袋音乐
编曲:刘文仁
专辑:《可不可以爱_我》

为什么如此的安静
为什么明明想靠近却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题
最后却溃不成军
为什么如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎么都是你
你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落
你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞
为什么如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎么都是你
你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落
你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞
想念燃烧个不停
我快只剩灰烬
你是我的呼吸
你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落
你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 能给我什么
快乐还是寂寞


• Thursday, April 16, 2009 9:32 PM

IT CLEARED!
1 more paper down...haix~~~as usual i hope i dun die as badly as accting this time...=X

and i have come to a conclusion that uni paper are just meant to kill students, afterwhich the profs will be proud of their 'achievements' and the 'casualties' of their papers...they are not meant to be finished nor were they meant for students to score...=X and the prof can oso mark lesser stuff, save ink, save time, most importantly dun nid to ponder over the crappy ans given by us...so unfair!!! =(


• Wednesday, April 15, 2009 3:32 PM

haix...yesterday was my first paper and i screwed it up...haix haix haix~~~

for the first time, i am very very worried that i will fail the paper and worst is i have to repeat this module...coz it's the pre-requisite to continue taking my other accounting mods...i am starting to think abt whether i am really suited for accountancy..did i choose the wrong course? or am i really not suitable for studying? i seriously do not know the ans to all these qns...starting to question myself, my brains and my intelligence..i feel demoralised...i guess even tears cant help this time...i really feel like giving up...

but i have to keep on trying...but harder this time round...=(

• Saturday, April 11, 2009 11:43 PM

2 more days before the declaration of war. but it will end soon. and i mean really soon..=)

hmm...time isnt on our side. and i really nid to completely remove all forms of distractions from my life...and i even haf the sudden urge to switch off my hp all the way till tuesday man!! haha..this is the second time after a's that i wanna give my best for all my papers, coz i really wanna do well. not just for myself and my parents...=) *prays that i can see As this time*

trying to stay calm. stay focus. and stay away from stress......i can do it! come on, elaine!!!

back to books~~~~~~~~~

• Tuesday, April 07, 2009 1:50 PM

the first time i am at home at this time on a weekday. and reading accounting tb cum thinking of how to deco the IT project switchboard. =P time to gear up for exams!!!

understanding the importance of having a clear mind these few weeks coz i dun wanna be distracted by other stuff except for studying. so i am attempting to stop my thoughts from wandering off from my studies and just try to lead a peaceful life at least for now. the rest can be left till after exams.

time to mug again~~~lalalala...=)