♥ The freedom i've always wanted

• Tuesday, October 31, 2006 3:21 PM

hmm...sch today was quite ok...though it was boring at the start but it turned out to be quite fun towards the end...=D
in the morning, met up with mich at bedok interchange b4 goin to sch & met ruby when taking the bus 229...when we reached sch we decided to sit down at the canteen to talk since it was still early...den i showed them what i sewed for cherylene as her bdae present...guess wat's tt? it is GOONG's mini shin doll...cute rite?

Happi SHIN...=)

Angry SHIN...grr....

i oso luv the doll alot...think i shall make one for myself when i haf the time... hahax...but maybe changed the pic to someone else...=p

for the rest of the day...just collected our result slip and listened to the principal's talk for around 15min...after that it was our cip stuff which will be held next wed after our op from 10-12...although i was the origami i/c, i felt that i nv really teach people to make anything...instead i got to learn how to make tortoise from meiying in the end...oops... den got the score for the song--yue liang dai biao wo de xin from genevieve to go home and practise...after the cip stuff went to ljs with mingwei and meiying since meiying wants to eat ljs breakfast set...after tt, mingwei went back to sch for leo club stuff...as for us, we took train to tm and just roamed around since we didnt really wanted to go home...but after about half an hr, we decided to go home since we didn't haf anything to buy...

reached home at around 1plus...watched a little bit of mv and den fell asleep till 2pm.. had my lunch and my sis reminded me of SOUL's perf dis sat...suddenly i became super awake den went to check for the details of their perf but didn't manage to find any new updates...so guess i haf to be patient and just wait...=) very excited about their perf dis sat...so long nv see them ever since the autograph session...miss them alot...heh=p guess i will confirm go for their perf dis sat de...but must find ppl to accompany me...hmm...

• Sunday, October 29, 2006 11:13 PM

ok...back again...holidays haf started but i still feel quite bored...everyday is only listen to songs, watch youtube and den do pw...the same rountine these few days...gonna break out of this slacking state of mine real soon to gear up for my op and mugging...

last friday just went to SHE's autograph session with evelyn....my first idol-chasing experience after promos...but kinda disliked this experience coz i think HIM should haf chosen a better place to hold this autograph session? we were queueing up at the open carpark(with no shelter) outside IMM for around 6hrs, and it rained once during 3-4plus? and i feel that the downpour kinda dampened our spirits to a little extent...although we reached at around 12noon, there was already a long queue in front of us, and it was during the start of the autograph session then i heard from the dj tt some fans started queueing the day before...so really pei4fu2 those hu were at the front of the queue for their enthusiasm and love for SHE...SALUTE them....=D

ok, enuff of my grumbling...feel so ahma...but anyway i am mahx...btw, changed new blogskin le...coz many ppl say that my previous blogskin takes quite a long time to load...so hope that this is better...=) den decided to change this blogskin coz i feel tt it is very sweet and i like GOONG! Yul, shin and cg rox!!! heh...but Fahrenheit and Ishi rox too!!! <333so decided to post some of their pix since i nv really post any pix in this blog b4...=p

goong rox!

yul is so kawaii...=D

dadong is shuai...=)

yalun is oso very cute...=p

ishi is soo shuai...<3

• Wednesday, October 25, 2006 10:53 PM

one more day and it's the school holidays...yea!=D today was another long day of the week with pe, tutorial, lecture, civics, gp post-mortem and then guitar pract...but i was a bit upset coz it is the last official wed as j1s and next year we will be moving on to another phase of our lives... although i still can't persuade geneive to appeal, guess i just had to accept the fact that she has her own way of thinking, as long as she is happy about it, we should just respect her decisions...nth lasts forever and even if there is, there will still be times when we have to say goodbye...so even if geneive and ruby are no longer in cg11/06, they will always remain a part of this class, deep down in my heart...<3
for pe, we played floorball and it didn't turn out to be very fun coz the players whom we were playing with were just too rough!!! injure almost every gal in our class but luckily i manage to escape the fate of getting hit by the ball...haha....=p

physics lecture did nth much except ws, den civics oso just confirm our marks, grades and stuff...
my econs drop to D again...=( quite sad abt tt even though i seem quite alright....but nvm, grades are nt the only thing in life anyway....so y be so particular about the grades u get? heh=D but i still must work hard during the hols to catch up with dis year's work coz i wan to do well for my A's den can go into uni=)...

as for guitar, we were just told our groupings for syf...i am in prime 2, so no nid to use special guitars den i will not be super stressed as to worry when the strings will break....hahax....just now chatted with huaqian on msn for quite a while, really love conversing with her coz i can understand more abt her and at the same time if she has problems i can lend her a listening ear and den help her out as far as possible....i was also chatting with yichen simultaneously, and it's lk so long nv see her le....miss her alot...miss those sec 4 days whereby we will go for amaths tuition together den do the hw together, revising together blah blah....so next time must ask her out to go shopping or do other stuff....

wah~~~my eyes are feeling super tired le...guess i shall blog again maybe tml k? nitez...=)

• Monday, October 23, 2006 10:39 PM

yea!!! it's the start of a new week again and dis week is the last week before the official school vacations begin...time really flies, before we actually discover that we have already been in tj for almost a year...and next yr we will be a opening up another new chapter of our lives in tj....kinda missed the past 10 mths where our class just simply slacked and studied together...for me, i was feeling quite sleepy throughout the day most probably due to me having too much fun last weekend...hahax...=p

today was actually quite smooth going....the whole class sang a bdae song for yuhui (aka fish) during our civics period, den we also just slacked at the student lounge...
after staying there for like 30min, we went to play UNO stacko, the game was super exciting and we ended up screaming throughout the le game whenever tconfirmed our results etc...for gp, we just went thru the population resource package with our gp tutor summarising all the key ideas for the whole chapter...this was followed by econs lecture and tutorial before we had our lunch....after lunch was phy tut and den chem pract but it turned out to be a double pw period, it was quite last min so none of us actually brought anything to discuss so the gals simply just slacked at the student lounge...after around 30min, we went to play UNO stacko and the game was super exciting and we ended up screaming whenever we see the blocks shake...haha=D after sch, we had our econs post-mortem but the lt was very empty so can see that many ppl didn't attend...=x

den just now, huaqian called me and we chatted for lk almost half an hour...and i found out that genevieve can actually appeal to continue taking up 4H2 coz she satisfy the criteria for appeal...so i immediately sms her after i knew this...but genevieve still refuse to appeal!!! hai...i pleaded her to stay for our sake and her sake but she still rejected....so was feeling very upset that moment....den i started to think about how she brighten up the classroom atmosphere etc...guess i just can't imagine our lessons without her...=_( sobsob....think the only best thing is to pray for her and ruby now, dun wan them to get transferred out to another class! or else i will miss them terribly....=(

praying for genevieve and ruby to stay in the same class as us...<333

• Friday, October 20, 2006 11:20 PM

today was a slacking day for us coz for chem, our tutor allowed us to do our wr binding and printing so nv do any work...den saw her toking to quite a few ppl about dropping subjects and getting h3 when my group came back from the zap shop....den genevieve was asking her wat to drop since she failed maths by ONLY 1 mark!!! den we find tt it was a pity so we keep asking her to go take another 0.5 mark from our math tutor den she say she dun lk to get marks....hai...dun wan her to change class, otherwise i will not be used to the quiet class w/o her de...although she might be bullying me most of the time, i felt that she was one of my good friends in tj, can always cheer me up when i am feeling down...so hope she wun change class!!! or else think i will miss her very much...=_( sobsob

den for math, tcher gave out rewards to those hu haf done well for promos den oso toldl those whose results have dropped alot de to work harder....so guess he is tokin about me? i dropped by 27mks lo...den for econ, i nid 0.01marks to get C la...den i went to ask my econ tutor den she ask me if i nid this subj for anything? den i replied not actually, so didn't really bother about my grade....just work harder nct time bahz...

after sch, went to eat lunch with genevieve, yuhui, meiying den is lk the auntie gave me so much food compared to my friends la, make me eat until i wan to burt le...den we went back to sch...upon reaching the entrance, we den decided to stay and slack at the student lounge...crap alot dere....oso played hai dai quan dere....haha...den everyone got to do our respective forfeit...genevieve even dance to the song 'zhen ming tian zi', tt part was super funny la....even recorded it down...hehex

ok, i goin off to sleep le...super super tired....nitez everyone..... love ya

• Thursday, October 19, 2006 10:34 PM

phew...so relieved that i pass all my subjects....yeah!!! though i didn't do very well dis time round, i will not give up hope de...i will just take dis as a learning lesson and move on, ya? so decided to mug during hols although not all the time....coz our vp say we need logs(work) and space(breathing space) for a fire(us) to ignite...too much of either will not yield the desirable flame we want....so must plan wisely during hols le...so jiayou bahz....

now, chatting with my friends while waiting for my pw mates to send me the wr den i must PRINT, and it's lk got 40odd pges??...hahax....so wonder if there is enuff ink anot...if no, i die le....=p...den tml still got op, so boring...must wait until 4.45?!! ah!!! got nth to do btw 12 and 4.45 la....sob...tink i will bring chip to sch tml....hehe...den i wun be so lonely...heex...

yeah!!! den sat goin out with amz, connie, eve they all....hope it will be a fun-filled day...but everytime we go out nv take enuff pix de, lk tt how to compile our album...den the pix we took all it's either very long ago de or not all members present...hai~~~shld assign a photographer of the club...den we can ensure enuff photos are taken...=D

ok...shall stop here....coz i very sleepy...blog again tml ya?

• Wednesday, October 18, 2006 6:58 PM

hmm...today was quite sad for me...the results for gp and math was bad...hai~~failed gp so hope the 30% from jct and class presentation can help me pass....plsplspls....den for math, what i can say is i am utterly disappointed with myself...=( mainly bcoz math was my fav subj and i intended to take h3 initially...but after getting back the math paper and saw e marks i got, what i can say is that i lost confidence in my best and fav subj, and i just felt super lousy....so just cant stop myself from crying after getting back the paper...hope i didnt scare my friends hu were sitting bside me ya? really want to thank those hu had consoled me....felt much better after that...guess i gotta work doubly hard for math next yr coz i shldn't be getting such results....tt's what i think...

ok, enuff of such stuff...just dun feel lk toking about results anymore le...what's over is over, so let's put the past behind for a brighter tml!!! think this time the results serve as a wakeup call for me ya? so work hard next time bahz...must tell myself not to think so much le...JIAYOU!!!!

after sch, took bus to interchange with meiying, fish and mingwei, den went to comics connection...
decided to buy some cards to console myself....hahax...think i feel better after spending money...=x
den mingwei went off to meet her friends while yuhui went home after buying a card of yul just to make karen jealous...hah...me and meiying went to lib to look for bks after tt, i borrowed 1 eng book, 1 chinese bk and 2 bks on origami...since i think i forgot quite alot on making them....den around 3, me and meiying went to BK for lunch b4 goin back home...

so want to end off my post with this sentence i thought of just now....Life is a learning journey, we
acquire and we lose....but what is most important is how we turn things that we had lost to something we can gain, and this is the process of growing up....=p

• Tuesday, October 17, 2006 8:31 PM

yea...decided to blog again...to update what i did during this period of time when i never blog....

hahax....lk very late le....but nvm since i got time after promos coz i dun feel lk doin anything else la...

last few months for me was a thrilling yet stressed period of time....had to juggle between studies and entertainment like goin internet, read soul's blog and yg, go for autograph sessions and events that haf SOUL, i will basically go de la....den after that i haf to rush home to mug for the dreaded promos....but luckily it's all over now!!! so relieved but still got op and i&r...but is definitely better than studying i guess?=D thru all those events got to noe a very nice tj senior...she graduate three years ago le, now in NUS studying statistics and is a Maths subj, so asked her alot of qns on NUS

faculty stuff...hope she dun feel irritated by me....oops...=x

but for one thing i was touched by the concern of my friends during this period of time....coz they encouraged me alot, be it consoling me thru msn, email or sms, helping me to survive thru dis hectic period of time...so really want to thank them from the bottom of my heart<3....thank>

and for now, promos are over, and my spirits are lifted up again....feel as if i haf reincarnated to become a cheerful person again...yea!!!=p...

after exams, i had a lot of fun, lk shopping, watching vcds(my fav past-time), play bball, gathering with my friends....recently, just finished watching GOONG aka princess hours...the drama was so sweet but some parts were very touching while others were sad....but overall, i love this serial alot...<333 style="font-family:Arial;color:#6633ff;">initially, shin didn't really accept caijing as he was in love with another ballerina, xiaolin(hyorin) but as time passed, shin fell in love with caijing and found that she gave him the true love he had yearn for, it was den he realised he really needed her and did not want to lose her...however, he was met with a competitor, lv (yul), hu oso loved caijing as much he did....he was in the same class with caijing and he fell in love with caijing at first sight...yul was a gentleman hu would always save caijing out of misery and go all out to make her smile....and it was caijing that made him realise that for the first time he had a goal of his own and not for his mother....and bcoz of this, he decided to protect caijing from the sufferings of her palace life by eloping with her...but sadly, caijing realised she really wanted to stay by shin's side and didn't want to leave him...and so, to bless this couple, he admitted all the evil doings of his mom and was sent out of the palace together with his mum.... and shin oso gave up the emperor's place just to be with caijing...

it's so touching rite? two guys for one gal, one was the one she was in love with and but always make her tear for him, the other was someone hu would lend her his shoulders when she was down but she had no feelings for him....GOONG is just so fairytale=) love it lots<3....yul is so cute but shin and caijing are more compatible...ahh!!! i m goin bonkers over them le...somebody save me!

ok, enuff of GOONG le....recently found out that meiyin and evelyn oso lk fei lun hai...still got yanshan oso....but all like different people in the band...so guess each individual band member has his charm bahz...i lk 2 out of 4, namely jiro and arron den evelyn say i very greedy...hahax...

yesterday gt to noe tt SHE is goin to haf autograph session on the 27th oct...den i confirm goin with eve le...coz we so long nv chase idols le, so really miss those times where we would queue up for hours together, crapping and eating while waiting....cant wait for tt day to come...hah=D

btw, sorry for those read my blog(wonder there are how many ppl hu actually bother to read la)....but hope this post isn't too long=x...actually can still go on de lo....hahax....but decide to end off here...

and lastly, want to wish yaqin a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!=)

~Lots of love~

eLaiN3

• Saturday, October 14, 2006 1:50 AM

finally back to blog again coz eve say my blog rotting le...hehe=D....sumore blog at 1.45am lk tt in the morning...still must wake up early do pw later at 7am b4 goin out for pw meeting...hai=(....today nv watch goong vcd coz no time le....really wanna finish it...just love the korean drama very much....so guess i will watch tonight bahz....yesterday open house was tiring la den saw a lot of temasekians but sadly only noe some of them....hope they can get into tj den i haf junior that i noe le...yea! jus went to check my email den found out tt ishi went to post at yg....dunnoe whether it's a good news for me coz he said he not free on the 26th nov to celebrate his bdae so maybe will be held earlier or wat....hope it's b4 24th nov....really wan to celebrate his bdae for him...<3