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• Friday, June 26, 2009 8:44 PM

a quiz i did on fb abt horoscope..and i think it's really damn accurate, and i was quite shocked!
群
双子座

双子孤傲是因为他们自信,双子善变是因为世界在改变,双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得,双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害,双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱,双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感

笑:
双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的,无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子,因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人,却只把悲伤留给自己,你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭,当你看到双子的眼泪的时候,那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了,因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠,他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切,他们很敏感的,会跟着你的快乐而快乐,跟着你的忧愁而忧愁,跟着你的改变而改变,但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。

爱:
一提到双子的爱,一般人肯定都会说双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗?双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力,而双子的真心只有一个,当他找到的时候,他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福,他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起,他要的是对方的幸福,和双子在一起会感到很随和,因为他会包容你的一切,你的一切优点和缺点,和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住,你只要做自己就好,因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你,做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。

坚强:
有人说双子很坚强,什么都不在乎,是阿,表面的双子确实很坚强,但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱,也许这也是风向星座的人的一个特性,决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面,因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使,天生就会给别人带来快乐,双子们的眼泪是透明的,别人看不见,可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。  

人际:
双子们的人缘很好,因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助,而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式,双子很容易相信别人,所以经常会被欺骗,可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说:没关系的,他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么,因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想,总会设身处地,可是这样别人根本就不知道,就是因为他帮助别人太多了,所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援,然后继续的笑着,笑着找到一个角落,留下那颗透明的泪。     

朋友:
当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦!因为当你遇到什么困难时,他会比你更着急,甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你,他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁,可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助,当双子看到你不高兴的时候,无论这时他有多么的郁闷,他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。

执着:
说双子善变,那只是片面之词,对于双子真正喜欢的东西,它是会执着的让人害怕的,就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯,所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西,他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的,除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得,否则他们是绝对不会放弃的,只要是他们肯定的,他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。

自尊:
双子的自尊很重要,对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了,他们懂得原谅,无数次的去试着原谅,就算别人让自己千疮百孔,他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容,有自己的原则和原谅,就是因为他们的自尊,他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的,因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。

分享:
在双子的世界里没有分享,只有是你的或者是我的,他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享,因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的,因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉,只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的,他绝对会无条件的退出,去成全别人,对于欺骗过他们的恋人,他会选择原谅,但绝对不会再和他们在一起,因为他懂得这样不值得。

双子座的人真的很可爱,真的很需要人的保护和安慰,他们不会放弃世界,却会放弃自己,去成全别人,他们懂得原谅和理解,无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人,下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面,他还是会去无条件地帮助他,真的很傻吧?但是傻的好可爱,好让人心疼,痛过以后,他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路,继续原谅,继续理解,继续快乐,继续的傻着,改变双子真的很难吧?因为他们的心都是金刚石作的,但不是说他们无情,他们的执着只是针对自己的,那么孤傲的一个人,也只是针对自己,因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心,所以他们选择了沉默。   

• Wednesday, June 24, 2009 10:38 PM

well, i am back from the long long hiatus..


had a nice time at Bintan with my COR'09 friends and comm members. i really had a nice time chatting, trekking, snorkelling and have lots of fun with u peeps. and u peeps have also made me realise how friendships can actually be forged despite natural language barriers. i really treasure every single of u who have joined this camp and all these gratitude arent expressable thru simple words. every night as i spent time reading the emails sent by the comm members abt their feelings towards the camp, i do feel very touched and i really hope to join COR'10 next yr. i love each and every one of u!

and on elders side. i realise how supportive my new comm members were. although it was a newly formed comm, i feel that we are bonding really fast. they are always so supportive of me and always there to help me when i wasnt ard or when i was 'multi-tasking'. not forgetting the always friendly elderly over at the home that made me wanna do more for them, just to see wide smiles across their faces whenever i visit them every sat.

but somehow, i have also come to realise that sometimes i have been giving in too much or in other words i have been too compromising to some ppl..and it really really hurts to see ur efforts disappear just liddat. i am getting tired or these, perhaps i shldnt even have tried in the first place. sometimes, i rather wished i could have been more hard-hearted and at least i wouldn't have to undergo such pain. perhaps i shld have kept a distance from u right from the start if not now. sorry...but i guess it's time to make a move from ur lives. all the best!

• Saturday, June 06, 2009 12:07 AM

i have recently been addicted to this song recently. although i noe it's kinda old alr, but the lyrics is kinda sad but it's one that i can fit myself into. =( and i guess i never want to enter into this type of complicated relationship again. hahax.

"Teardrops On My Guitar"
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car
I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car
I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

perhaps i am getting used to the life i am leading now, without you. but just work, friends and family. and i guess this kinda suits me better coz i am much happier now but why do i feel a sense of emptiness in me? =X perhaps i just nid to keep myself more occupied with work...

anyway, tmr will be a long day with 2 cca meetings. and i need to reach ntu at 8.30am tmr! this is really nuts man! coz this means i need to wake up at 5.30am!? *faints*

• Wednesday, June 03, 2009 11:20 PM

woohoo~ finally finished bathing and checking thru my email which is bombarded with lots of cca matters. i think i cant afford to not check mail for one day man! hahax. anyway, work has been quite 'fun' these few days. coz i was either filing stuff, arranging papers if not editing the photos. i think the editing part was rather tedious but it was the most enjoyable part and i loved it! perhaps i am too used to playing with ps so i guess the office programme was rather easier to use comparatively. hahax.

went out with amz peeps today and it was really FUN! enjoyed myself tonight. hahax. and we 'matchmake' a scandalous couple! keke.. minsi and seehui so scandalous lor, luckily i have 'separated' with minsi already if not our relationship will be so complicated! =X and i finally ate my macha ice-cream!!! so happy coz i have been craving for it since monday. whee~~~ and i am feeling super bloated after the desserts. hahx. luckily we meet only once/twice a month if not i will become a 'hippo' very soon! =P

got to go to bed now. i am feeling super tired. *yawns* =)