disappointed with myself.
i pinned high hopes to do well for my 806.
but i forgot stuff when i did my paper.
sigh.
was it because i didn't put in much effort or was there too little time to study?
i guessed it's just me.
procrastination and my super small brain.
i survived thru jc.
and i don't understand why i'm struggling in uni.
sigh.
no comments.
just disappointed.

it's just me. :(
stoooopid me.

siao liao.
i need to start my stress button again!
it doesn't seem to work these few days.
oh noooooo~~~

lag. lagging. lagged. :(

today is coming to an end.
havent completed what i am supposed to do today.
procrastination really kills. :X

time to start my engines and at least finish my tb readings tonight.
motivation for my last 2 papers:

1) My KOI! :D
2) Derrick's new album <變化>

mug hard elaine. *whacks head*
i need to be hard on myself to work hard.agrr.
angry lei!

but it's home sweet home tmr:)
and i bought new clothes online! :D

we are all nearing the end! :)

14.12.2010

the start of the battle.
motivated maybe?
i am quite looking fwd to tmr.
i just wanna do my best.
i am going to conquer each and every paper.
that's the spirit!
:)

jiayou elaine!
jiayou each and everyone of u reading my blog.

being at home really has a higher tendency for me to slack:P
too comfortable on my bed but yet it gives me the warmth and energy to move on.
and to conquer my exams:)
and yepps, my parents are returning to spore soon! like really soon! *smiles widely*


and my dieting plan failed last night:(
a week away from home.
the temptation of home-cooked food.
and the chunks of titbits aka happy food.
hopefully i can still try to stick to my 1 proper meal per day.
*crosses fingers* :P:P:P

just 3 more days:)
i just want them back safe and sound.
i hate the fear of losing something, someone, so dear.

disappointed by my core coursework grades:(
but i treat it as another lesson learnt.
(i knew it's gonna be bad, but i still went ahead to view them because i know i need the 'knocking' and i need to buck up)
i can be crying over my cui results now.
but after all those weeping and crying, i am going to wipe off those tears and start afresh.
i will just keep trying, trying and trying.
coz i still have my 40% and 50%, isn't it? (lesson learnt from 201!)
it's all in the mind.
positive thinking sees the impossible, feels the intangible, and i believe it can achieve the impossible.
go gal!
the elaine i know wont be so easily defeated!

不争气的眼泪。
哭过就好了。

And at last I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once everything looks different
Now that I see you:)

a beautiful love story.

daddy, mummy and sis are off to korea.
i hope they will be safe:) *prays prays*
gonna miss them for the whole week.
but still i hope they enjoy themselves over there.

take care papa, mummy and lene!:)

the result of not consuming enough water and bringing my lip balm.
= swollen lips and sore throat.
totally 'spoiled' my mood today.
but still i tried my best to stay alive.
i admit i was a little crazy yesterday. *mood swings*

but still loves the company of friends.
simply because they take my mind off schoolwork/exams for the moment.
elaine loves AMZ. loves ME YAY!.

lastly, rapunzel is nice:)
elaine loves fairytales because they always have happy endings:)