♥ The freedom i've always wanted

• Thursday, August 14, 2008 11:31 PM

days just passes so quickly when u are in hall...and i still missed home even though it's already the third week staying in hall! =X

and these few days i haf been thinking of some questions...like who i really am, what am i like in my friends' eyes and many other very random stuff...and i am starting to question my identity...*confused* i just want to be who i am!!! =( and i hate to be forced to do sth, coz it makes me really irritated...so dun make me do sth against my own will! *raar*

these few days i am busy with juggling with sch work and hall life...and the tradeoff is my sleep..=X i only got to sleep for 3-4hrs daily...feeling super shagged everyday and i can yawn every five mins! wahaha...a new talent undiscovered...XP

anyway, i went for ice-skating on tue night...and it was my first attempt walking on ice...and it's super SCARY! fell down twice and i was already quite traumatised by that...so i dun dare to leave the sides...hahax...and ppl were saying that they dont know how to skate but once they went in the skating ring...u know that they were obviously being humble...=X and i am the few hu haf to stay at the sides...pathetic eh? but it's my first time!!! =P

and tmr morning i nid to rush to help my mum prepare for the seventh month prayers...like grocery shopping, helping to cook and set up the stuff etc...so i cant sleep till 12 tmr! *sobsob* and there's tuition tmr evening so i guess the only time to haf ample rest is saturday...=)

i haf decided to go for the 'xing & strum' auditions next week...so i guess nid to spend some time looking for songs and memorising the lyrics during the weekends...=D so bye and nitex everyone! =D

• Saturday, August 09, 2008 8:52 PM

sometimes i just wonder why the day just passes so fast when i am back at home...hardly did anything and ta-dah, it's already nightfall...=X

anyway, i slept till 10.45 this morning and i was already the last to wake up in the entire family..sis already came back from tuition when i started having my breakfast..=P hahax...but sometimes it really pains me to see her studying till late nights everyday for her prelims..haix!
hope that she gets enuff sleep and does well for her o's this year...=D jiayou jiayou my dearest sister! i love ya! *muackz*

and today i finally took up the straits times to read after such a long period of time..=P think i better start buying papers everyday to keep up with current affairs...coz i think uni curriculum is one that expects every individual to do their own learning and reading..so i must start to reading now!!! =] and yupps, i will upload photos of my hostel room when i manage to get the time to blog again...heex...

and tmr, hq is coming to my house to show me sth...coz i too lazy and too busy to go out liao..feel so bad lahx...but i seriously MUST start doing my readings tmr!!! u nid to concentrate, elaine! *agrr* so i am gonna force myself to finish at least 2sets of notes before i sleep tonight...XP

lastly...

HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!!! =D

• Friday, August 08, 2008 10:39 PM

i am finally back home...whee!!! and i have decided to salvage my poor blog...XD

last week had hall camp from monday till sat morning...and it was really shagged! hahax...but really enjoyed the camp lots...most probably becoz all the freshies and seniors are very enthu and friendly...what i feel that this camp was really a great beginning to hall life...and AMIGOs rawks! =D but was kinda disappointed that i cant get to join u guys for the initiation activities coz of my toe sprain! =( and i hated myself for injuring my toe! but hopefully we can continue to have regular og outings even in the midst of uni life yahx?

and this week was the first week of sch...so quite slack except for the long hours of lecture...coz each lecture lasted for 2hrs! which is like twice the duration of lectures in jc... =X keep yawning thru out the lecture and mich was telling me not to yawn...hahax...think i nid time to adjust to these lectures! and uni really trains us to be independent, coz we nid to print our own lecture slides and tutorials and no more 'spoon-feeding' like jc...and there's quite some self-reading to be done already...=( anyway, just hope i can adapt to uni life soon!
including familiarising with the routes to lts, tuts and seminars, learning how to use edventure and sch webs...hahax...which seems quite a tall order for a computer idiot like me...=P

anyway, i bought derrick's album- wu fa gui lei last week! loves almost all the songs.. but so far my fav is the song on my blog- ni zou tian qiao, wo zou di xia dao...=] supports him all the way! coz i can the efforts he placed into producing his debut album and also his improvements in his stage performance like dance and vocals! so hope everyone can show him ur support so that he can venture out of singapore into places like m'sia, taiwan, china and hongkong! so jiayou weijian! =D

and i went katong ktv with mich and minsi today..enjoyed ourselves coz we really sang our hearts out...and everybody's voice was like cracking after the ktv session...hahax...and i went carl's jr with my family for dinner today...and it was my first time trying the charbroiled chicken burger and it turned out to be really yummy! had a really filling dinner today...so cant sleep early tonight...blehx...=P

and i nid to start working on my tutorials tmr!!! sobx...=(