• Friday, June 29, 2007 10:57 PM
i didn't realise life can be so brittle...until today =( and i am starting to miss his presence very badly...well perhaps, there are just too many harsh facts for us to accept...and i guess this is a really tough truth for me to accept after my grandpa's death...and the only thing we can do now, is just to accept reality and move on with life...and i believe time can wash away all misery...and i am feeling really tired now...my day was initially a very happy one coz of the outing with my class gals doing shopping and playing pool at orchard....and i really enjoyed myself until the news came when i was playing pool...after which i knew i am just trying to hide my emotions and to stay calm...but after i reached home, the tears just welled up in my eyes...it has been almost 1year plus ever since i such to idolise him...not only because of his looks but his passion for dance and music that really touched me...it made me really want to start to think about my dreams and what i really aspire to become...and i admit that he had a great impact on my life...i will definitely remember the beautiful memories...and i feel that watching him perform on stage had always been a great pleasure, and now i really miss him...from superband, to the soul gatherings, kdf concert, psc night, cineleisure roadshow, autograph session and mdc...these memories will always stay in my heart<3to ishi...although people may think u are very foolish to commit suicide, i believe what's important now isn't to critic whether u are wrong to do so...but to know what is done can't be undone...and we just have to accept that u have left us for a more beautiful place and i hope u can continue to stay carefree and cheerful there k?
no matter where you are, just wanna say u will always be remembered as a cheerful, happy-going dancer who is always pursuing your own dreams...and nothing can change the place u hold in my heart...though we may be living in two separate worlds now, i still hope u are doing well in the far-away heaven...continue to rawk on k? i willl be praying for u...and may peace be with u...=) lots of love<3-elaine
