• Tuesday, June 12, 2007 10:34 PM
just wanna say a big THANK YOU to all my cg mates for making today such a special day for me!!! well, as i am typing this post, tears seem to be welling up in my eyes, and i just feel lk weeping... frankly, i admit that i am just too emotional over a matter, other ppl may feel i am dwelling too much into...but i accept this fact...=X today is just like a roller coaster ride to me, lots of stuff for me to be happy but oso lots of stuff for me to be emo over...7th july, a date i nv knew it would be so impt to me...before today, i might have yearn for the days after jct, but after what happened today, things happened to have taken a turn...i do not yearn as much as the in the past for jct to be over, i just hope 7th july nv comes....=( instead i loathe that day...why must this piece of news come so early? i am just not mentally prepared and i simply can't accept the fact! why must god be so cruel to someone who is turning 18 in two days' time? is it a test for me to learn to grow up? AHHH!!!!!!!!lots of mixed feelings now, and my mind is simply too occupied for me to be thinking of other stuff at this moment in time...*sobs* hmm....sorry for being so emo in this post, but i just can't accept the truth that soon...i need time to slowly 'digest' this hard fact, and perhaps time is the best medicine to wash away our sorrows gradually...but anyway, i really had a wonderful cg lunch and kbox session today~~~thankew for celebrating my bdae in advance and really thanks for the cake and presents....i will definitely treasure it!!!<3~# karen.genevieve.meiying.ruby.eunice.bridget.jinhui.liatbeng.brian.jingwen.zepeng. U GUYS RAWK!!! =D to karen: no matter how far the distance may be, just wanna say u will always be in my heart! love u gal! *muackz* friends forever...
