• Wednesday, February 27, 2008 10:14 PM
HAIX!!! i dun think i am prepared to step out into the working world! =X and i am glad i didnt haf to, at least gif me a few years time to prepare myself...
today was kinda frustrating...in the morning, i was very nervous and i keep having butterflies in my tummy coz i was afraid results will be out on fri...in the afternoon, i was super emo coz i just felt i haf too much stuff crashing on me...and i really feel worn out...lots of emotions haf been building up in me since i started working, both bitter and sweet...and i gueess i just haf to start to learn how to be a tougher person emotionally...=)
i overestimated myself...and i realise i wasnt as strong as how i imagine myself to be...
and i can only GROW UP! today was really terrible, i didnt knew i could lose control of my emotions that easily and i felt kinda embarrassed to be sobbing in the office...=P so hopefully this wont happen so often...=D coz i will STAY STRONG!
and tmr i am watching L change the world with my classmates...heex...so that shld be sth worth looking forward to tmr...=) gonna sleep now...coz i need to sleep b4 11pm otherwise i will have panda eyes tmr..hahx
