• Tuesday, May 05, 2009 12:40 AM
hmm..today was an unbearable day for me, partly becoz of work but oso some personal stuff that is making me kinda tired. luckily a talk with some friends made me realise the importance of their friendship which made me wanna treasure them even more, and at the same time it's like getting a heavy load over my chest. i am glad i am feeling better now.=) although i am not sure how long this wound would take to recover, i hope it wont take long. coz i wanna be a happy person once again! sometimes, i really wonder if me and my best friend were to fall for the same guy what course of action should i take? in the past, i would probably ask the guy to make a decision between us but now i guess i will just walk out of this love triangle? coz i would really want my friend and the guy i loved to be happy even though i am the one to be sacrificed. i just dun want them to be the one to get hurt. =( (random thought)one day, while i was busy sending resumes to the different companies, sth random crossed my mind which made me reflect on what i really want in life. in the past, i worked hard for myself and for my parents. and these hav always been crucial pushing factors that made me perservered on from secondary sch yrs till now. but suddenly, these factors seem to have lost their 'strength', and i am trying to find better sources of motivation to make me carry on. and it's kinda upsetting to realise that u have got no more motivation to do things u once enjoyed doing or duties u are assigned to. (another random thought)i guess this is a super random post. =X
