• Wednesday, June 24, 2009 10:38 PM
well, i am back from the long long hiatus.. had a nice time at Bintan with my COR'09 friends and comm members. i really had a nice time chatting, trekking, snorkelling and have lots of fun with u peeps. and u peeps have also made me realise how friendships can actually be forged despite natural language barriers. i really treasure every single of u who have joined this camp and all these gratitude arent expressable thru simple words. every night as i spent time reading the emails sent by the comm members abt their feelings towards the camp, i do feel very touched and i really hope to join COR'10 next yr. i love each and every one of u!and on elders side. i realise how supportive my new comm members were. although it was a newly formed comm, i feel that we are bonding really fast. they are always so supportive of me and always there to help me when i wasnt ard or when i was 'multi-tasking'. not forgetting the always friendly elderly over at the home that made me wanna do more for them, just to see wide smiles across their faces whenever i visit them every sat.but somehow, i have also come to realise that sometimes i have been giving in too much or in other words i have been too compromising to some ppl..and it really really hurts to see ur efforts disappear just liddat. i am getting tired or these, perhaps i shldnt even have tried in the first place. sometimes, i rather wished i could have been more hard-hearted and at least i wouldn't have to undergo such pain. perhaps i shld have kept a distance from u right from the start if not now. sorry...but i guess it's time to make a move from ur lives. all the best!
