• Monday, August 31, 2009 2:31 PM
i noe i have been mia-ing from blogger for some time but today just wanna pen down some random thoughts of mine while doing my presentation slides. there's a question that is stuck in my head for quite some time, and i still cant seem to figure out the answer to it. i know i am busy with cca stuff all these weeks but i didnt realise until today that i haven been in contact with my close friends for quite some time. and today, i asked myself this question: Did any of my friends bother to msg/email me or did any of them came up to talk to me when i have the time to online? i hate to admit the fact that only a few emailed me during these weeks and wat hurts the most is they arent the ones whom i meet earlier in sec school. all along, i thought i was able to maintain friendships with u gals, but i am sad to admit that i was giving in too much to maintain our friendships all along. i hate to admit that i was always the one to initiate outings and to arrange meetups. i am tired of these. perhaps i shouldnt even care right from the start. perhaps i just dont need so many friends or perhaps i should just be left alone somewhere in this world...
