• Wednesday, December 30, 2009 7:39 PM
thanks man! came back to check my exams results and tadah! it was CUI. seriously i think i am struggling in my studies coz nbs people are simply too smart. why liddat?!!! 3 more sems to pull up my gpa and it really sucks to have the after-taste of failure everytime u tried ur best.
你知道那种心痛却哭不出来的感觉吗？那种泪水已被哭干，心也麻痹的感觉，真的好难受哦！故作坚强，故作乐观，或许是暂时让自己忘记伤心的感觉吧。不管怎样，我也不想带着悲伤的心情迎接新的一年, 要不然也太对不起自己了吧！加油伊莲!!!hmm...let's talk abt my kukup trip. i guess it didnt turn out to be too bad? coz i found some people that i can really talk to and click with, which means i wont feel that lonely during future meetings anymore!=) *whee* but i guess i still cant get quite used to speaking too much to those whom i am not very close with. =P so to some, i might appear to be too quiet to them, but that's me and i just cant help it! perhaps it will take some time before they change their perception of me as they get to know me better! hahax.现在的我过得很快乐，所以暂时不需要太大的改变，而且我也不想因为想和人沟通而改变原本的自己。或许想进入我的内心世界真的还需要多一点耐性和运气吧！=Xlet's plan for elders' kukup trip man! i will be soooo looking forward to it=D
