i am feeling tired. with lots of mixed feelings and i feel weird.
but i do not know how to go about describing how i am actually feeling. agrrr. that's like the worst thing of all.
and this stupid emo thing is coming back again. :(

不懂是从几时开始，我渐渐忘了放开怀地笑的感觉是什么了。
那个了解自己心里在想什么，要什么的我，好像突然迷失了方向。
我真的不知道自己在想什么啦！
只有一个字可以形容：烦！