responsibility borne?
lack of confidence?
weariness?
lack of motivation and drive?
uncertainty?
doubts and more doubts...
(the list just continues)

that's how i am feeling when i deal with wsc stuff now.
hard to express how much i am struggling with this responsibility.
how i wished u two could understand and listen.
but till then. i shall just move on.
i just need to 'release' these negative emotions...
for the 4th time after i stepped up.