and yet it becomes increasingly difficult if it concerns people that hold a certain weight in your heart.

just like you:)

we must admit...

we both have our own responsibilities.

we both have our own commitments.

and i have to admit sometimes we just can't have the best of both worlds.

and that's why i felt that i should be more understanding as your gf.

i know how hard it was for you to have made that decision.

and so i don't want to sway that decision of yours.

and so i am not asking you to change nor reconsider.

simply because i don't want to push you back into that difficult situation of making the choice all over again.

or to put it in another way, i just don't want to be what that is holding you back, dear!

i know it's going to be hard.

and i don't want to think of it as of now. (especially after last night's crying)

but till then, let's just treasure the times we have tgt even more than what we already are doing.

i promise we'll both walk out of this together:)