i have CONVOCATED.
after 3years of my happening and hectic uni life.
it has officially ended.

and my grandma got admitted to hospital today:(
i hate this feeling of uncertainty.
especially after losing my grandpa back in sec sch.
every time i hear my loved ones being admitted to hospital, i will just break down.
dear god, can u let me have my grandma for a longer while?
at least wait till i have the ability to repay her for taking care of me since young.
please please. just let her recover soon.
i don't mind sacrificing a few years of mine for hers.
:(:(:(
i miss u, ah gong.

i am such a crybaby.